For the first time in over two years, I feel that I have finally put it behind me for the first time, and hopefully last. It's been a long time coming, and I have to admit...It's about time!

I know many people buy exercise equipment and it becomes nothing more than a new place to hang clothes and dry bath towels. I just quit smoking, started taking vitamins, started getting to sleep at a halfway decent hour, working on getting up earlier, eating better and now I would love to get in a good at home workout every morning to start my day. And have something positive to do when I get that urge to smoke.

So what I am asking you is that if you have a treadmill or a recumbent bike that is just sitting around, maybe you'd like to make a few bucks on it buy selling it to me (cheaply, we are in a recession ya know) or maybe you would just like to simply give it away to get it out of your space!!

In any case please let me know!!

The very last thing I want to do while quitting smoking is gain weight!! One of the reasons I quit was to become healthier. I do NOT want to become heavier. I am slowly changing all my bad habits for good habits and I think getting these items is a terrific way to do that.

So, I am in the Wal-Mart today. I went to the one in South Philly and was quickly reminded of exactly why I do NOT live in South Philly any longer. Between the ghetto-fab white chicks, the spray on till your a crisp deep orange color with matching hair and white/silver lipstick Italian chick, the little wigger boys with the pants to the knees and baseball caps, ohhh and I can't leave out the BBBW chatty chicks discussing hair weaves in the middle of the isle with the horribly mis-behaved children running like crazy... This alone was driving me nuts! I will do anything and everything in my power to never ever have to experience this particular Wal-mart again, and the only reason I feel the need to go to one is for their super cheap script plan. I could pay almost $60.00 at the CVS or I can pay $9.00 at the Wal-mart.

I got to the Pharmacy counter, dude tells me it will be ready at 3:30, I was shocked. I asked him what time it was, I knew it was well before 1 p.m. but wanted to be sure he knew this. So he says 12:30, so I am like ok, well...why the three hours?? he tells me they close for lunch, I ask "How long is your lunch break?" He says "an hour" "Ok, what time do you go to lunch?" "1 p.m." "Ok, so why can't you get this done NOW?" He tells me again that they close for lunch, so I said "Ok, you get done lunch at 2, have it done by then" he comes back with, you call us, we'll let you know. "Uhhh, NO I do not live around here, and I have no intention of hanging out at the Wal-Mart all afternoon!" So then I just told him to fill it, and that I'll be back after I have lunch and I expect it to be READY!

grrr, I just quit smoking, I am not going to deal with this with a smile ya know?

So we go to lunch, I get back, do the little bit of shopping I wanted to do while there, laughing really hard inside at all the freaks in the store. You know, the ones I mentioned above, a few I almost laughed out loud.

Now I am ready to get my stuff from the Pharmacy counter, It's a bit after two. I am standing inline, a very slow line, so I am looking around. And what's in clear view?? the condom isle, so I do a survey in my head, that BTW should be done through out Pa, I will make this my personal task... I notice they are fully stocked with Magnum and magnum XL's, so for all you size queens out there, steer clear of South Philly!! I'm telling ya, listen to me ladies, not one single box of the biggies where missing.

Now there's a middle aged black couple going towards the same area, the guy looks at the feminine wash, and turns to look at his wife, catches my eyes, gets this silly grin, then points the stuff out to her. She goes forth and picks a bottle. Ok, you know it's bad when your man is telling you, look honey, you need this, and then you pick up a bottle! OMG!

So, I scan through that section as well, obviously a section I am not in that often. I do not have a penis, and I keep my vag clean. What catches my eye this time?? vaginal powder!!?? WTF!! Who and why in the hell would you want to powder your vag!!?? Someone please help me out here?? You know what vision this puts in my mind? You remember the old joke, take a fat chick roll her in flour and look for the wet spot!!?? EW! So now I am picturing chickens being floured for frying and you see the wing part move and see an wet un-floured area. Not what I need to in-vision. But seriously do you or would you powder your vag? What do you do to it after it's all fluffed and powdered?? Ohhh maybe, that's when you grab the feminine spray??!! Why would you do that? isn't that what soap and water is for, and at the fraction of the cost! I mean come on, I am not gonna powder and spray my vag for anyone, not even myself. I just don't get it. Someone PLEASE tell me why??

guys, do you like your ladies to be powdered and sprayed? Maybe I am missing something here?? Maybe I should make an investment??

And guys, do they have nard spray? nut powder? ball wash? You should smell fresh too, right?? To me it would make more sense for the guys to have these products, I don't know why, I just thing that it would. perhaps one of you could go out, buy these products, see if you lady notices a difference in freshness or if the powder dropping from your nuts is more on the disturbing side.

My baby kitteh (6 months) has finally graduated! he has had a fascination with the bathroom, the whole porcelain/wet thing, but today I caught him!! I turned on the water to make fresh coffee, and to do the dishes, but since I am a multi-tasker I turned around to light some candles while the water go warm. Then I saw this!!

I know he should not be on the counter and I have spent months teaching him to stay down, but I guess it's gonna be a never ending battle, now that he is a water baby, my very first water baby!!! So yeah I am excited!!

Mah Kittehs chillin, on the dining room floor...

Rupert's nightly TV hopping...

had a couple of friends over yesterday that "ride" Rupert and Lucifer wanted to join (best pic I could get)

Lucifer in a Snapple box...

Ohh yeah, no cut! Man up and deal with it!

...just woke up from the worst dream, woke up totally confused, and just weirded out. Not good. Took me a good ten minutes to realize "that" is NOT my life. Not now anyway. I have been thinking too much into my past/childhood, and with the just quitting smoking it's screwing with my head/dreams :(

more details when I wake up tomorrow...maybe.

Wow! Did I have a dream! I know what I am lacking in life.

How 'bout you, what are you lacking in life?

I seriously want this, like have to have it!

http://www.mcphee.com/shop/products/Pirate-Apron.html

I'd wear it all the time!!

One of my friends keeps asking me what I want for my Birthday, well today it hit me. Nicotine Patches! I have quit successfully before (for two years) I used the patches for a week or two, then went cold. Hey it gives me the push I need in the beginning then I can kick the nicotine part after two or three weeks, no harm in that right?!

Gonna go and pass out now! Great night...blah blah blah and all that stuff.

...crap all day. Sometimes it's just the littlest things that can make you feel better and put a smile on your face.

...a week or two before I get most of my pics back, but here's a small peek...

So, I recently found out that the building I now live in, used to be an 18 room, rent by the hour sleazebag hotel!

How freaking cool is that! Lol. This was quite a long time ago. the place sat empty for several years, but was once the old stomping grounds for all the Frankford Ave skanks, whores and crack hoes and their tricks! It has since been renovated and turned into 3 beautiful apartments, one on each floor and an old empty tavern on the ground floor. Ohh, how I wish these walls could talk!!

When I heard this, I thought it was the greatest thing ever! Am I jaded?? Nahhh!!

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Was fabulous!! Thank you to everyone who came by. I had a blast and I think it's safe to assume that everyone that came would agree it was a fantabulous party.

I got so many cool gifts! thank you everyone!! XoXo! I have to admit that I was very shocked that I actually did get the blender I asked for! Lol... now I can make frozen drinks at my next party! thank you El!

I also had some FANTASTIC help setting up, cooking and breaking down after the party, a BIG thank you goes out to Bob and Keith!

I am already planning my Birthday party. My actual B-day is October 12th. I am trying to set the party date. It's gonna be the 17th or the 24th. I am leaning more towards the 24th. If one date is better for you than the other, please let me know. That will be a large factor in setting the date. If it does happen on the 24th, it will be a combo B-Day/Halloween party, and you know how we all just LOVE Halloween! Costumes will be encouraged! I think I'll dress as a Dominatrix or something along those lines ;) Lol...

I also had a pretty big photo shoot last week, I can't wait to start getting some of the pics back. Between the four of us, 800+ pictures were taken, so it's gonna take a little time. I saw a few of the pics the night we shot, and they are amazing!